of Colorado Springs, Colorado. Actually I am squatting in a campsite
that appears to have been abandoned by weekend campers who, hopefully,
have gone home early on account of the rain and cold weather. The
registration tag indicates the site is reserved until tomorrow. So in
case anyone asks, I will be known as Mr. Marquette... Umkay?
When I stepped outside my truck I was surprised by the temperature
which reminded me of my second night in Silverton, CO where the
temperature dropped down into the 20s . The cold air smells of wet
pine and the freshness that only can be experienced in our western
forests. I guess I still have some bias for my own region and its
temperments.
Well this appears to be the last night of the roadtrip withholding any
complications tomorrow. As I look at the route traveled on my map,
which any worthy geographer would naturally do, I notice the shape of
a half completed infinite symbol. Some people have asked if I would
make it up to the Northwest and California, which I would love to do.
I spent a fair amount of time working in Oregon and Washington in 2001
and there are so many places I would still like to explore there.
However, this trip has the feeling of coming to an end, as all trips
eventually do. Even weekend getaways have that feeling that hits you
on Sunday at about 5:00 pm. A tangible reminder that the next day you
will be back at work, cleaning the house, weeding the yard and all the
heavy stuff of life. So this trip has that feeling as well.
For me it hit sometime yesterday as I rushed past a historical marker
without even blinking and became annoyed by the rolling topography
that was slowing my travel. The trip was closing around me and sadly I
could feel it and taste it in the drier Colorado air. Sad because I
wasn't sure that I had accomplished my objective or even knew what it
was.
If learning about the places in our country was my target I
accomplished some of that, while also realizing that a
incomprehensible amount remains unknown to me. If learning something
about her people was the goal then I observed a lot of that as well,
despite the difficulty of engaging them beyond common niceties. If the
purpose was to learn something of myself, then after some 44 days of
good thinking time I hope I have accomplished a little of that too.
So on the last night of this adventure I lie in the back of my little
pickup truck shell and peer out at the huge forest around me, hoping
that the rightful occupants of this camp spot don't return to reclaim
their turf. And so it has been on this trip. Seeing just a fraction
of this beautifully ordinary and complex country through the
windshield of an old pickup, and knowing that I only see and
understand a small part, and have little claim even to that. Looking
back at the map, the half complete infinity symbol looks quite
appropriate.
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